Im so pessimisitic now days after so many years of constant rejection. I despise rejection so much I almost crumble when i approach thikning that another rejection looms just around the corner.
How do i approach when Im dying inside?
I could open normally and not have them notice its just it takes huge mental effort after that to think of things to say and I just feel so weak the thought is unbearable.
but likewise when i go out and walk around for hours not approaching I also feel like total shit and beat the shit out of myself for not getting any approackes in.
I dont need 'mindsets for succes' bullshit. I just need to know exactly what to say to get in and get out with a non flaky number.
when i have the number i then have the luxiry of taking my time of thinking what to say when texting.
How do i approach when Im dying inside?
I could open normally and not have them notice its just it takes huge mental effort after that to think of things to say and I just feel so weak the thought is unbearable.
but likewise when i go out and walk around for hours not approaching I also feel like total shit and beat the shit out of myself for not getting any approackes in.
I dont need 'mindsets for succes' bullshit. I just need to know exactly what to say to get in and get out with a non flaky number.
when i have the number i then have the luxiry of taking my time of thinking what to say when texting.