hey guys i am new here, i found out about gll through a reddit post
my name is jail enfield (a name i gave myself)
21 years since i started this game and still have not seen a real pussy.
pretty pathetic, huh?
IT DAMN IS.
laughable?
ABSOLUTELY JAIL.
...so a little bit about me
i had a good opportunity during my high school and college to lose my virginity but i didn't take my chances.
familiar?
the girls that liked me, i didn't like them.
the girls i like, i didn't want to "violate" because sex is "sacred" and should be done only after marriage…and they rejected me anyway
a lot of average and below average girls liked me. every girl that i "courted" rejected me though. count = 12+
as discussed here in gll, potential is nothing without results.
i started trying cold approach (total of 6+ girls) mid-january 2016 and realized that this stuff is really scary. so i switched into that lonesome bodybuilder (jan>apr) who did "research" just to avoid what i really wanted
i'm actually at the gym writing this now
i wanted to lose my virginity but kept doing other stuff the entire 1st quarter of 2016
i wasn't all in
now my priority goes:
1 LOSE MY VIRGINITY
Fuck To Live
i am going to lose my virginity via cold approach no matter what.
that is my ultimate validation.
during high school, i was actually one of the top 3 in the social hierarchy in class before my reputation went down.
we have the captain that i never surpassed in track n field and basketball (the athlete)
the corps commander who got the girl i liked since 5th grade elementary til 2nd year high school (the overall well liked)
and me (the "pedestalizing" president that got rejected by all the girls i courted)
my hs life bears a lot of weight to me than college, because i was and still am a TOTAL LOSER.
we 3 are best friends since elementary.
during college, my one hs classmate (who became a sort of best friend 2012-2014) told me that our captain and commander got drunk with two girls (one was our classmate and her younger sister)
the 2 told him how they double teamed the younger sister, who had that big breasts everyone jerked off to. a hot bitch.
when i think about how they (cap and corps) don't tell me about those things and other stuff yet the whole group already knows it, i'm now realizing that i've been ghosted socially even when we were having our reunion.
i was present but i was no longer part of the in-crowd
i was there physically but i no longer know what's actually going on behind the scenes.
i wonder what they talked behind me then.
because i am "the loser who can't get the girl i like"
i actually courted that classmate that they fucked, got shut down with a look on her face that said like she was disgusted on me
that's why i'm going to lose my virginity through cold approach no matter how many times i fall flat on my face
i can accept being inferior to everyone else.
but i can't accept not surpassing those 2.
i know i can't surpass them in many ways because they lost their virginity very early
but i need to surpass them anyway
this is my test from being a 21-yr old boy to becoming a man.
2 SKIN CARE
i've been lazily treating my acne for the last 3 months
i got them already cleared back in 2014 but the breakout kept coming again when my "Great Depression" went full assault
3 GET HUNG
i have a small penis at 4.25" erect length and 3.75" erect girth
my goal is to gain 1in .5in respectively to be at least average at 5.25"erect length and 4.25" erect girth
higher priority than bodybuilding. i want to have a big dick but i don't want to get disappointed by unattainable goal
unlike others i don't have much anxiety over my dick and i expect i'll only arrive at that once a girl makes fun of it (with her friends)
4 GET RIPPED
remember i said i never beat our captain in track n field? that's a big deal to me
for 3 years i tried to become athletic and failed like a retarded skinny nerd trying to beat the basketball team's captain
in fact, for 3 years i never completed the 100m and 200m dash even once (yeah, in competition and i was the one who f*cking volunteered)
i was also a damn try hard trying to get that six pack abs when our ace swimmer in class got them despite not trying to maintain it (didn't know nutrition back then, and even now)
i am still skinny like in hs.
am 126.5lb at 10%bodyfat so 114lb lean mass at 5'8 i am underweight and working on GLL gain weight programprogram
ill be posting a photo in the Get Ripped thread
my target is to reached 140lb this year at 9%bodyfat
the rest i am going to post at the lose virginity, get hung, get ripped and style thread.
see you guys those threads
and so i end this with my "character name"
yours truly,
[The OWL]
my name is jail enfield (a name i gave myself)
21 years since i started this game and still have not seen a real pussy.
pretty pathetic, huh?
IT DAMN IS.
laughable?
ABSOLUTELY JAIL.
...so a little bit about me
i had a good opportunity during my high school and college to lose my virginity but i didn't take my chances.
familiar?
the girls that liked me, i didn't like them.
the girls i like, i didn't want to "violate" because sex is "sacred" and should be done only after marriage…and they rejected me anyway
a lot of average and below average girls liked me. every girl that i "courted" rejected me though. count = 12+
as discussed here in gll, potential is nothing without results.
i started trying cold approach (total of 6+ girls) mid-january 2016 and realized that this stuff is really scary. so i switched into that lonesome bodybuilder (jan>apr) who did "research" just to avoid what i really wanted
i'm actually at the gym writing this now
i wanted to lose my virginity but kept doing other stuff the entire 1st quarter of 2016
i wasn't all in
now my priority goes:
1 LOSE MY VIRGINITY
Fuck To Live
i am going to lose my virginity via cold approach no matter what.
that is my ultimate validation.
during high school, i was actually one of the top 3 in the social hierarchy in class before my reputation went down.
we have the captain that i never surpassed in track n field and basketball (the athlete)
the corps commander who got the girl i liked since 5th grade elementary til 2nd year high school (the overall well liked)
and me (the "pedestalizing" president that got rejected by all the girls i courted)
my hs life bears a lot of weight to me than college, because i was and still am a TOTAL LOSER.
we 3 are best friends since elementary.
during college, my one hs classmate (who became a sort of best friend 2012-2014) told me that our captain and commander got drunk with two girls (one was our classmate and her younger sister)
the 2 told him how they double teamed the younger sister, who had that big breasts everyone jerked off to. a hot bitch.
when i think about how they (cap and corps) don't tell me about those things and other stuff yet the whole group already knows it, i'm now realizing that i've been ghosted socially even when we were having our reunion.
i was present but i was no longer part of the in-crowd
i was there physically but i no longer know what's actually going on behind the scenes.
i wonder what they talked behind me then.
because i am "the loser who can't get the girl i like"
i actually courted that classmate that they fucked, got shut down with a look on her face that said like she was disgusted on me
that's why i'm going to lose my virginity through cold approach no matter how many times i fall flat on my face
i can accept being inferior to everyone else.
but i can't accept not surpassing those 2.
i know i can't surpass them in many ways because they lost their virginity very early
but i need to surpass them anyway
this is my test from being a 21-yr old boy to becoming a man.
2 SKIN CARE
i've been lazily treating my acne for the last 3 months
i got them already cleared back in 2014 but the breakout kept coming again when my "Great Depression" went full assault
3 GET HUNG
i have a small penis at 4.25" erect length and 3.75" erect girth
my goal is to gain 1in .5in respectively to be at least average at 5.25"erect length and 4.25" erect girth
higher priority than bodybuilding. i want to have a big dick but i don't want to get disappointed by unattainable goal
unlike others i don't have much anxiety over my dick and i expect i'll only arrive at that once a girl makes fun of it (with her friends)
4 GET RIPPED
remember i said i never beat our captain in track n field? that's a big deal to me
for 3 years i tried to become athletic and failed like a retarded skinny nerd trying to beat the basketball team's captain
in fact, for 3 years i never completed the 100m and 200m dash even once (yeah, in competition and i was the one who f*cking volunteered)
i was also a damn try hard trying to get that six pack abs when our ace swimmer in class got them despite not trying to maintain it (didn't know nutrition back then, and even now)
i am still skinny like in hs.
am 126.5lb at 10%bodyfat so 114lb lean mass at 5'8 i am underweight and working on GLL gain weight programprogram
ill be posting a photo in the Get Ripped thread
my target is to reached 140lb this year at 9%bodyfat
the rest i am going to post at the lose virginity, get hung, get ripped and style thread.
see you guys those threads
and so i end this with my "character name"
yours truly,
[The OWL]