hey guys
I'm not new to this site, i've posted before, and kept track of a AA log, I've also viewed some of Chris' podcasts (smart dude). I feel like my mind is pulling in different directions. I love the way women look. That's almost all i think about. They're everywhere too, at the gym, the store, walking down my sidewalk. I can't help but look. I don't like talking to women though. I don't see the point in engaging them in conversation, outside of making the connection to get laid. I also have a hard time talking to women, or even getting into that state of mind, because i think i look better than most women i see. Obviously my confidence in my looks hasn't equated to confidence in approaching or making connections. I feel like approaching and engaging amounts to a job interview, the problem is, i feel like a graduate of a doctoral program applying for a McDonalds position. Why can't prostitution just be legal...
I know i'm fucked up, but has anyone else had a similar problem with their line of thinking, and how did you break away from it?
I'm not new to this site, i've posted before, and kept track of a AA log, I've also viewed some of Chris' podcasts (smart dude). I feel like my mind is pulling in different directions. I love the way women look. That's almost all i think about. They're everywhere too, at the gym, the store, walking down my sidewalk. I can't help but look. I don't like talking to women though. I don't see the point in engaging them in conversation, outside of making the connection to get laid. I also have a hard time talking to women, or even getting into that state of mind, because i think i look better than most women i see. Obviously my confidence in my looks hasn't equated to confidence in approaching or making connections. I feel like approaching and engaging amounts to a job interview, the problem is, i feel like a graduate of a doctoral program applying for a McDonalds position. Why can't prostitution just be legal...
I know i'm fucked up, but has anyone else had a similar problem with their line of thinking, and how did you break away from it?