I wasn't sure where to post, or even WHEN I should finally post here again. So... I think the "General Lifestyle" tag is applicable here.
...but "RED PILL"? Seriously?
Fuck me. I'm going to avoid talking about anything even remotely "MGTOW" here.
I know this seems all random and shit thus far, but bear with me here. I wanna tell you a fucking story of my life these past two years:
My entire life story is fucking insane. Quite literally crazy. I've had severe mental health issues since I was very young. A lot of people joke about OCD, and I don't take offense, but I REALLY did/do have OCD. I was also severely depressed/borderline suicidal for the first three decades of my life.![:(]( ":(")
HOWEVER, without even realizing I was doing it, I made my mental health my #1 priority. After working on myself, unemployed for the vast majority of those two years, living with my parents, broke as fuck, no car (...still no car. And that blows.) I managed to finally get my head on straight sometime last year. I believe it was at the beginning of fall 2015 when I actually got everything taken care of.
On top of all of that mental health shit, I also got raided for importing some card stock that was being used to make fake IDs. I was importing them for money to pay for my psychiatrist, and Cognitive Behavioral Therapy classes. I was on in-home-detention until the end of this year. I got off my ankle monitor on December 29th. The experience was supposed to teach me "...respect for the law..." (LOL that will never happen. Fuck the Police.) but what it did do was give me perspective on what was missing in my life:
Girls
I simply did not have the mental capacity to pursue women in any way until I got my mental health shit sorted out. Then, being forced to live in my room, only allowed to leave my house to go to work (I got a job at Home Depot shortly before the house arrest started.) is a really liberating mind-fuck that I would have to say is one of the best experiences of my life. I am now a felon, which I actually enjoy; it fits with my general "loving and caring criminal" nature, so I don't mind.
...but I got fat!![:blush:]( ":blush:")
I mean... I'm as fat as I've ever been, but I was NEVER out of shape really before. I'm 210lbs now, and I think I could lose close to 15lb, although 10 is probably more accurate. I'm very active at work, so I've retained a lot of muscle that I had built over so many years prior.
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...and now I wanna go back 6 months or so again, to bring up GoodLookingLoser:
All I could really do whilst on house arrest was read seduction crap. I took a hiatus from reading GLL, and read a lot of other guys. RooshV probably has some good techniques, but he isn't a respectable person in-my-opinion.
The idea that you could pick up chicks without looking good yourself was an interesting one, but ultimately I came back here, and I was fortunate enough to meet someone Online who is REALLY good at the Online dating thing. All he does is Tinder and MeetMe. He has two kids @ 22. His ex-wife he met through MeetMe. A really good guy to get-to-know, if you've been virtually living under a rock due to house arrest and all that jazz.
...so he gave me some homework assignments on pictures to get. I setup dating profiles on POF, OKCupid, and Tinder. Looks like I'll finally be getting laid on Thursday of next week. That girl I met on POF, but I've yet to learn how to spam quickly.
But I do know success will be much easier once I get back in shape. I just started today. I'm very good at adhering to a diet, so I foresee being muscular and lean by Spring.
I don't know why I posted this, but I hope someone here gets some use out of it. Here's a couple of very important things that you should know. Even if you know them already, they deserve repeated exposure:
1. Stepping outside of your comfort zone is the ONLY way to feel alive. I gotta call an 8/10 in an hour. I'm super fucking tired, and she's really ambitious and I'm nervous as hell. It's fucking great. It might go swimmingly; she might hate my guts. The important thing is that I do it BECAUSE it's not comfortable.
2. DO THINGS. I read seduction crap because that's all I could do. After I post this, I'm going to call that girl from Tinder, then figure out how to quickly spam a lot of girls on POF. I've been half-assing it, but it's getting faster. Now I read GLL when I'm on my lunch break, or on the toilet and I don't have any swipes left on Tinder.
Feel free to ask me anything.
Oh, and I was blessed with a big dick, although I'm still thinking of getting a Bathmate to make it bigger, cuz I am genuinely curious.
...but "RED PILL"? Seriously?
Fuck me. I'm going to avoid talking about anything even remotely "MGTOW" here.
I know this seems all random and shit thus far, but bear with me here. I wanna tell you a fucking story of my life these past two years:
My entire life story is fucking insane. Quite literally crazy. I've had severe mental health issues since I was very young. A lot of people joke about OCD, and I don't take offense, but I REALLY did/do have OCD. I was also severely depressed/borderline suicidal for the first three decades of my life.
HOWEVER, without even realizing I was doing it, I made my mental health my #1 priority. After working on myself, unemployed for the vast majority of those two years, living with my parents, broke as fuck, no car (...still no car. And that blows.) I managed to finally get my head on straight sometime last year. I believe it was at the beginning of fall 2015 when I actually got everything taken care of.
On top of all of that mental health shit, I also got raided for importing some card stock that was being used to make fake IDs. I was importing them for money to pay for my psychiatrist, and Cognitive Behavioral Therapy classes. I was on in-home-detention until the end of this year. I got off my ankle monitor on December 29th. The experience was supposed to teach me "...respect for the law..." (LOL that will never happen. Fuck the Police.) but what it did do was give me perspective on what was missing in my life:
Girls
I simply did not have the mental capacity to pursue women in any way until I got my mental health shit sorted out. Then, being forced to live in my room, only allowed to leave my house to go to work (I got a job at Home Depot shortly before the house arrest started.) is a really liberating mind-fuck that I would have to say is one of the best experiences of my life. I am now a felon, which I actually enjoy; it fits with my general "loving and caring criminal" nature, so I don't mind.
...but I got fat!
I mean... I'm as fat as I've ever been, but I was NEVER out of shape really before. I'm 210lbs now, and I think I could lose close to 15lb, although 10 is probably more accurate. I'm very active at work, so I've retained a lot of muscle that I had built over so many years prior.
...and now I wanna go back 6 months or so again, to bring up GoodLookingLoser:
All I could really do whilst on house arrest was read seduction crap. I took a hiatus from reading GLL, and read a lot of other guys. RooshV probably has some good techniques, but he isn't a respectable person in-my-opinion.
The idea that you could pick up chicks without looking good yourself was an interesting one, but ultimately I came back here, and I was fortunate enough to meet someone Online who is REALLY good at the Online dating thing. All he does is Tinder and MeetMe. He has two kids @ 22. His ex-wife he met through MeetMe. A really good guy to get-to-know, if you've been virtually living under a rock due to house arrest and all that jazz.
...so he gave me some homework assignments on pictures to get. I setup dating profiles on POF, OKCupid, and Tinder. Looks like I'll finally be getting laid on Thursday of next week. That girl I met on POF, but I've yet to learn how to spam quickly.
But I do know success will be much easier once I get back in shape. I just started today. I'm very good at adhering to a diet, so I foresee being muscular and lean by Spring.
I don't know why I posted this, but I hope someone here gets some use out of it. Here's a couple of very important things that you should know. Even if you know them already, they deserve repeated exposure:
1. Stepping outside of your comfort zone is the ONLY way to feel alive. I gotta call an 8/10 in an hour. I'm super fucking tired, and she's really ambitious and I'm nervous as hell. It's fucking great. It might go swimmingly; she might hate my guts. The important thing is that I do it BECAUSE it's not comfortable.
2. DO THINGS. I read seduction crap because that's all I could do. After I post this, I'm going to call that girl from Tinder, then figure out how to quickly spam a lot of girls on POF. I've been half-assing it, but it's getting faster. Now I read GLL when I'm on my lunch break, or on the toilet and I don't have any swipes left on Tinder.
Feel free to ask me anything.
Oh, and I was blessed with a big dick, although I'm still thinking of getting a Bathmate to make it bigger, cuz I am genuinely curious.