Well I hope this is okay for this forum. I wanted to track this in the same why I track my progress on other forums on this website, this is a bit different being about psychology and all. I'll probably start talking about topics that might call for interjection at some point so everyone feel free to comment on the things I write.
I will link to my other logs at the end of this post as my overall happiness is dependent on these sub-goals (not to diminish their importance, I only call them SUB-goals go emphasise the point that their purpose is to make me feel happy in life)
I am no stranger to suicidal tendencies, although I do not feel that way at all right now I probably will at some point and write about that.
I often feel insecure about my place in life and general personality, and even goes so deep as my tastes and interests. I'm afraid to even play music around people incase they don't like it or give my opinions in case they disagree. Right now the only thing I can think of to get rid of that is exposure therapy type experience, which I've been trying for a few years and it has helped a bit although that is very slow.
I am not a very confident speaker. One idea I have for helping that is filming myself talking, like a vlog but not uploading it anywhere. I've also bought a book on body language which I am half way through.
I also have never worked a job before (I'm 20) and this is a source of a lot of anxiety so I'm trying to create some sort of income. If anyone knows of another forum that can help me with that it'd be great? Right now my plan is to buy products in bulk and then sell them on eBay as I'd much rather work from home.
That doesn't nearly cover it all but I think it's enough for an initial post.
AA Log: www.goodlookingloser.com/forums/beat-app...sacklomes-aa-journal
Penis Enlargement Log: www.goodlookingloser.com/forums/general/...klome-s-penis-thread
I will link to my other logs at the end of this post as my overall happiness is dependent on these sub-goals (not to diminish their importance, I only call them SUB-goals go emphasise the point that their purpose is to make me feel happy in life)
I am no stranger to suicidal tendencies, although I do not feel that way at all right now I probably will at some point and write about that.
I often feel insecure about my place in life and general personality, and even goes so deep as my tastes and interests. I'm afraid to even play music around people incase they don't like it or give my opinions in case they disagree. Right now the only thing I can think of to get rid of that is exposure therapy type experience, which I've been trying for a few years and it has helped a bit although that is very slow.
I am not a very confident speaker. One idea I have for helping that is filming myself talking, like a vlog but not uploading it anywhere. I've also bought a book on body language which I am half way through.
I also have never worked a job before (I'm 20) and this is a source of a lot of anxiety so I'm trying to create some sort of income. If anyone knows of another forum that can help me with that it'd be great? Right now my plan is to buy products in bulk and then sell them on eBay as I'd much rather work from home.
That doesn't nearly cover it all but I think it's enough for an initial post.
AA Log: www.goodlookingloser.com/forums/beat-app...sacklomes-aa-journal
Penis Enlargement Log: www.goodlookingloser.com/forums/general/...klome-s-penis-thread