Hey guys,
Input from other dudes would be appreciated because I have no idea how to overcome this.
Heres my situation:
This year has been extremely successful for me in terms of achieving my goals. I've beaten my approach anxiety, lost my virginity, joined then quit a fraternity, gotten shredded, gotten my first three fuckbuddies (not at the same time yet), fucked 13 girls in the year (going for 20 this year). I even now have an uncommitted girlfriend who is really hot.
I was totally obsessed with this website and would literally be out almost all day hitting on women. I even internalized screening mentality and fucked a girl after approaching her.
However, I had to temporarily take a break from getting laid because i was working a 9-5 job that i was desperately trying to escape. I would do nothing but read Bold and Determined every day at work for hours on end, listen to his audios and brainwash myself so that I would really convince myself to quit. Quitting my job became my #1 goal. I had no time to pick up girls, as i would work 9-5 every day, go home eat, change, then work another job from 7-11PM every day, then lift when i came back home. I did this because i needed to save up as much money as i could before I would quit.
What happened after I quit my job was that I was kind of set back in picking up women. I was happy because I'm now free, but I feel like I've changed a lot.
I have grown a large disgust for most normal people and their mediocrity. Working at an office with so many unambitious people and unqualitifed superiors can do that to you. Not only that, but I have become misogynistic and have grown a hatred for women. Looking back on all the girls I've been with, they were all the same and were very superficial, materialistic and small-minded people. They were very entitled and act in ways that piss me off.
It has become much more difficult for me to hit on women now. Not because of approach anxiety, but because why would I want to compliment/hit on a person who pisses me off. I agree with victor pride in that almost all western women act in a very rude and bitchy way. I hate how girls are flaky/bitchy to strangers. my girlfriend now is very sweet, loyal and obedient but theres no denying the fact that she is small minded and superficial too.
I didn't always think like this and i feel like this is something that i need to overcome because I dont believe that I have achieved all of my goals yet in getting laid. I still haven't achieved my golden era and want to get to scotty's level. However, it is a struggle to proceed. I don't want to hate women, but i can't stop thinking like this for some reason.
during the time when i fucked the most girls, i remember i had a lot of empathy towards women... i felt like i could understand them and actually felt bad for them at times. idk where this empathy went but it is now disgust.
anyways thanks for checking out this post and let me know your thoughts on this..
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Input from other dudes would be appreciated because I have no idea how to overcome this.
Heres my situation:
This year has been extremely successful for me in terms of achieving my goals. I've beaten my approach anxiety, lost my virginity, joined then quit a fraternity, gotten shredded, gotten my first three fuckbuddies (not at the same time yet), fucked 13 girls in the year (going for 20 this year). I even now have an uncommitted girlfriend who is really hot.
I was totally obsessed with this website and would literally be out almost all day hitting on women. I even internalized screening mentality and fucked a girl after approaching her.
However, I had to temporarily take a break from getting laid because i was working a 9-5 job that i was desperately trying to escape. I would do nothing but read Bold and Determined every day at work for hours on end, listen to his audios and brainwash myself so that I would really convince myself to quit. Quitting my job became my #1 goal. I had no time to pick up girls, as i would work 9-5 every day, go home eat, change, then work another job from 7-11PM every day, then lift when i came back home. I did this because i needed to save up as much money as i could before I would quit.
What happened after I quit my job was that I was kind of set back in picking up women. I was happy because I'm now free, but I feel like I've changed a lot.
I have grown a large disgust for most normal people and their mediocrity. Working at an office with so many unambitious people and unqualitifed superiors can do that to you. Not only that, but I have become misogynistic and have grown a hatred for women. Looking back on all the girls I've been with, they were all the same and were very superficial, materialistic and small-minded people. They were very entitled and act in ways that piss me off.
It has become much more difficult for me to hit on women now. Not because of approach anxiety, but because why would I want to compliment/hit on a person who pisses me off. I agree with victor pride in that almost all western women act in a very rude and bitchy way. I hate how girls are flaky/bitchy to strangers. my girlfriend now is very sweet, loyal and obedient but theres no denying the fact that she is small minded and superficial too.
I didn't always think like this and i feel like this is something that i need to overcome because I dont believe that I have achieved all of my goals yet in getting laid. I still haven't achieved my golden era and want to get to scotty's level. However, it is a struggle to proceed. I don't want to hate women, but i can't stop thinking like this for some reason.
during the time when i fucked the most girls, i remember i had a lot of empathy towards women... i felt like i could understand them and actually felt bad for them at times. idk where this empathy went but it is now disgust.
anyways thanks for checking out this post and let me know your thoughts on this..
