Specifically talking about phenibut and dexamphetamines (which are prescribed for ADHD). I feel like phenibut just gives me the power to not give a fuck and its literally night and day the way people and women interact with me. I even get 10x the responses and women noticably perk up around me when I'm on these phenibut.
Dexamphetamine has a different but similar effect. I am extremely non-talkative when I am in social situations which stems from me honestly disliking 95% of people. Hearing people gossip about others or talk about shit they think is cool makes me want to slap the shit out of them. This probably stems from me never really having a solid social circle because I have been moving around every year or two since the age of 5 and have never been able to settle down.
When I'm on dexies however I don't give a shit about others I just say the outrageous shit thats in my head and people seem to gravitate towards it. Instead of holding my tongue I just talk.
Anyways I find this really annoying that I'm a more successful person socially on drugs than sober and want to figure out a way to get my sober self up to the same level.
I'm tired of feeling like a fucking nobody loser when I'm sober because as soon as I do drugs I instantly feel cooler and better than everyone around me
Unfortunately the side effects of these drugs for me are not eating and if being healthy and staying in shape wasnt a priority for me they would definitely account for most of my daily intakes
Maybe some of this is unattainable, maybe others have had similar thoughts or are further along than me. I don't know whether I should go to a shrink and sort out my depression and anxiety maybe thats the best option. I just want to be able to feel good and happy and content sober. I'm tired of relying on drugs
Dexamphetamine has a different but similar effect. I am extremely non-talkative when I am in social situations which stems from me honestly disliking 95% of people. Hearing people gossip about others or talk about shit they think is cool makes me want to slap the shit out of them. This probably stems from me never really having a solid social circle because I have been moving around every year or two since the age of 5 and have never been able to settle down.
When I'm on dexies however I don't give a shit about others I just say the outrageous shit thats in my head and people seem to gravitate towards it. Instead of holding my tongue I just talk.
Anyways I find this really annoying that I'm a more successful person socially on drugs than sober and want to figure out a way to get my sober self up to the same level.
I'm tired of feeling like a fucking nobody loser when I'm sober because as soon as I do drugs I instantly feel cooler and better than everyone around me
Unfortunately the side effects of these drugs for me are not eating and if being healthy and staying in shape wasnt a priority for me they would definitely account for most of my daily intakes
Maybe some of this is unattainable, maybe others have had similar thoughts or are further along than me. I don't know whether I should go to a shrink and sort out my depression and anxiety maybe thats the best option. I just want to be able to feel good and happy and content sober. I'm tired of relying on drugs