At about 70 pounds overweight and socially clueless I know that the odds are not in my favor in being successful at approaching women at the moment. But determined not to let another year go by without my penis entering a vagina I decided I needed to start somewhere. So I went out with the attention of talking to women. I thought that the local publix be good. When I arrived I meandered around for 30 minutes trying to build up the courage to do just one approach. There were enough cute women that passed by, but I just didnt have the balls to open my mouth. I could feel myself becoming physically ill with anxiety, but on a mission I told myself that that no matter how nervous I was I was going to talk to the next approachable girl that I saw.
A puerto rican looking chick was coming down the same aisle that I was in, she was that great in the face, but neither am I. She did have a relatively small waiste with thick ass and thighs a shape that I enjoy. It felt like every muscle in my body was tense I was so nervous. I almost pussied out as she inched closer. Not knowing what to say I asked her if she knew if they sold AA batteries. She said she was not sure was not not really engaging with me. Not knowing what else to say I told her that I thought that she was attractive and would like to maybe catch a movie or something. While I was nervous I dont think I was being too creepy or anything. But the look of pure anguish and disgust on her face suggested otherwise. I mean I felt like an imposer who had ruined her whole day damn maybe week. I immediately headed out of the place feeling like I had committed an indecency in some kind of way. I FELT TERRIBLE and even uglier than I normally feel.
Should I wait until I am in good shape to EVEN talk to to woman?I dont like the idea of making them feel bad and being the fat creep who had the nerve to hit on them.
A puerto rican looking chick was coming down the same aisle that I was in, she was that great in the face, but neither am I. She did have a relatively small waiste with thick ass and thighs a shape that I enjoy. It felt like every muscle in my body was tense I was so nervous. I almost pussied out as she inched closer. Not knowing what to say I asked her if she knew if they sold AA batteries. She said she was not sure was not not really engaging with me. Not knowing what else to say I told her that I thought that she was attractive and would like to maybe catch a movie or something. While I was nervous I dont think I was being too creepy or anything. But the look of pure anguish and disgust on her face suggested otherwise. I mean I felt like an imposer who had ruined her whole day damn maybe week. I immediately headed out of the place feeling like I had committed an indecency in some kind of way. I FELT TERRIBLE and even uglier than I normally feel.
Should I wait until I am in good shape to EVEN talk to to woman?I dont like the idea of making them feel bad and being the fat creep who had the nerve to hit on them.