Hey guys this is 90s baby and I'm more miserable the years of 2016 and now 2017 .Then I ever been in my life. I used to think it was because I don't get laid enough but now its like I'm lifeless inside kinda. I just work and I'm not really close with my family as I was.Not really close with anybody but a few friends.But I always have to contact them.
I don't know the social dynamics or what makes people drawn to you or so obsessed with you. I try to smile more at people jokes and try my best to get along with someone. I read books on being charismatic and how to win friend and influence people but its not enough.I go out occasionally go out by myself because everybody seems to have their own crews already. While alot of weekends ,I'm looking for this answer of why I feel like I'm just living my life just to live at the moment.
I want to be the guy who throws big events,parties and people care for him somewhat,the guy with thousands of real instagram followers.But I feel like I'm starting from scratch and it will extremely difficult since I don't have like a solid foundation like if I went away in college and joined a frat or a crew of like minded individuals.
.Is it pussy?Yes thats a part of it but I feel like it's more now.
I don't know the social dynamics or what makes people drawn to you or so obsessed with you. I try to smile more at people jokes and try my best to get along with someone. I read books on being charismatic and how to win friend and influence people but its not enough.I go out occasionally go out by myself because everybody seems to have their own crews already. While alot of weekends ,I'm looking for this answer of why I feel like I'm just living my life just to live at the moment.
I want to be the guy who throws big events,parties and people care for him somewhat,the guy with thousands of real instagram followers.But I feel like I'm starting from scratch and it will extremely difficult since I don't have like a solid foundation like if I went away in college and joined a frat or a crew of like minded individuals.
.Is it pussy?Yes thats a part of it but I feel like it's more now.