I picked up a girl from a nightclub, as per usual I went for the less attractive one because there's something wrong with the way my brain works. But as I was walking back to the hotel with her and her friend, her friend started saying how I'm exactly her type and stuff. They told my mates in the club they're lesbians and made out with each other, so I guess they are open to each other in that way.
Well in their room they just had one bed and a sofa bed. But when the girl I picked up went to the bathroom the friend came and laid with me in bed and put her legs over me. I think she was showing me SnapChats or something. Well I guess this is irrelevant. But basically things at some point are taking a very sexual turn. I was trynna kiss one of them then didn't know what I was meant to be doing with the girl on the other side of me because when I'd kiss one the other would just be laying there like waiting. I also felt I was giving too much attention to the hot one I felt bad that the other girl might feel hurt and I was trying to maintain a healthy balance.
And in this situation my performance anxiety is REALLLLLLLY bad for several reasons:
1) They were talking about how 6.5 inches is an average dick beforehand and I'm 6 inches NBPEL but not only that, I can't get fully hard when drunk so I was afraid it'd look micro.
2) The hot girl was talking about how she'd been with a guy with a micropenis (under 4 inches) and that he couldn't satisfy her.
3) The hot one was showing pics of guys she likes and is dating and they were like roid-body Zyzz mode and it made me feel really inadequate and insecure about my body.
4) Because there were two of them I was afraid they'd mock me and laugh to each other, or at least exchange "glances" to each other about my manhood/physique and I'd be completely humiliated.
So the hot one says let's get naked or something and takes her top off and I take mine off but I know for a fact now that I won't get hard AT ALL. And I'm really panicking. Somehow nothing happened thank fucking God, I wouldn't let them grab my dick etc. The one I initially picked up just jerked me off after we spoke for a while and I felt more comfortable with her so could get hard enough. And I couldn't fucking get out of there soon enough. When I left I felt good because I've never been in bed with a girl as hot as that girl's friend before, but the actual experience itself was really, really bad.
Well in their room they just had one bed and a sofa bed. But when the girl I picked up went to the bathroom the friend came and laid with me in bed and put her legs over me. I think she was showing me SnapChats or something. Well I guess this is irrelevant. But basically things at some point are taking a very sexual turn. I was trynna kiss one of them then didn't know what I was meant to be doing with the girl on the other side of me because when I'd kiss one the other would just be laying there like waiting. I also felt I was giving too much attention to the hot one I felt bad that the other girl might feel hurt and I was trying to maintain a healthy balance.
And in this situation my performance anxiety is REALLLLLLLY bad for several reasons:
1) They were talking about how 6.5 inches is an average dick beforehand and I'm 6 inches NBPEL but not only that, I can't get fully hard when drunk so I was afraid it'd look micro.
2) The hot girl was talking about how she'd been with a guy with a micropenis (under 4 inches) and that he couldn't satisfy her.
3) The hot one was showing pics of guys she likes and is dating and they were like roid-body Zyzz mode and it made me feel really inadequate and insecure about my body.
4) Because there were two of them I was afraid they'd mock me and laugh to each other, or at least exchange "glances" to each other about my manhood/physique and I'd be completely humiliated.
So the hot one says let's get naked or something and takes her top off and I take mine off but I know for a fact now that I won't get hard AT ALL. And I'm really panicking. Somehow nothing happened thank fucking God, I wouldn't let them grab my dick etc. The one I initially picked up just jerked me off after we spoke for a while and I felt more comfortable with her so could get hard enough. And I couldn't fucking get out of there soon enough. When I left I felt good because I've never been in bed with a girl as hot as that girl's friend before, but the actual experience itself was really, really bad.