I'm really not sure if there's ANYTHING I can do to make myself above average looking. I don't want to believe it but I suspect i may have one of those faces that will NEVER be above average. I absolutely HATE my genetics. They've been the biggest cause of my unhappiness and have even inspired someone to take my life away from me. I'm almost 34 and my twenties are long gone. If I was younger it might not be as bad.
For as long as things stay the way they are I couldn't give a flying one about trying to improve my social skills or overcome my autism. I just want to be at least above average looking and well endowed. You can say whatever you want, I don't give a fuck, it has been proved beyond ANY reasonable doubt that I AM ugly. My life experiences and online photo ratings don't lie and I do NOT have BDD. It is my PHYSICAL GENETICS that are the biggest problem, not my mental disorder and lack of social skills and confidence etc.
It really is quite simple. If I can't both make myself at least above average looking AND increase the size of my penis to something that's at least comfortably sexually adequate with ANY woman (for both of us, regardless of her physical body type), then I will NEVER be happy. If it's not possible to have both these things or even just ONE of them, then there's no point me being alive. Also the older I get, the worse things will get (i'm already going grey and bald as it is at the age of 33).
Here's another photo of me I took today. As you can see I've shaved off my head and facial hair. It's currently in a Photofeeler karma test.
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What do you all think ?
For as long as things stay the way they are I couldn't give a flying one about trying to improve my social skills or overcome my autism. I just want to be at least above average looking and well endowed. You can say whatever you want, I don't give a fuck, it has been proved beyond ANY reasonable doubt that I AM ugly. My life experiences and online photo ratings don't lie and I do NOT have BDD. It is my PHYSICAL GENETICS that are the biggest problem, not my mental disorder and lack of social skills and confidence etc.
It really is quite simple. If I can't both make myself at least above average looking AND increase the size of my penis to something that's at least comfortably sexually adequate with ANY woman (for both of us, regardless of her physical body type), then I will NEVER be happy. If it's not possible to have both these things or even just ONE of them, then there's no point me being alive. Also the older I get, the worse things will get (i'm already going grey and bald as it is at the age of 33).
Here's another photo of me I took today. As you can see I've shaved off my head and facial hair. It's currently in a Photofeeler karma test.
What do you all think ?