FINALLY sitting down and doing this program. I'd been doing various things this past semester to improve my game, with no real strict commitment to anything, and I came across this program by accident. After looking into it a while and reading the first page, I realized that, unlike the other lame attempts I'd given to things like GirlsChase or Simple Pickup or various RSD lessons or Roosh's Bang (none of which are bad in and of themselves, but my dedication to following through with them was bad), this was going to have to be my #1 priority if I wanted to actually do this.
So I held off until the summer, and specifically until Monday (today), as it's the start of a new week. So, today I'll be starting the AA program once and for all. I'm sick and tired of trying lame approaches only to beat myself up for them not going perfectly and then calling it off.
For some background: I'm 21 years old, my body count is 13 (So, I haven't done too bad for myself considering my game has never been strong), I compete in bodybuilding, and I'm going into my last semester of college. I major in Health Sciences and minor in Religious Studies, I'm going to be interning at an eating disorder clinic this summer part-time.
I'm far from a social butterfly. I was in a fraternity for two years but dropped it Fall 2016 when I realized I was only kidding myself; I wasn't close with most of the brothers, I was having no fun being there, and the straw that broke the camel's back was living in the house, which was borderline unlive-able (room constantly infested with bugs, hot as hell, most toilets were broken, no soap in the house ever, putrid smell radiating from downstairs, and just generally terrible environment, and having no close friends there made it unbearable).
I have a limited amount of friends now, since 2 of my closest friends from last semester aren't going to be there next semester. Also, my ex, who I broke up with 3 months ago after she started studying abroad and I realized I was way too interested in sex and living my life NOW and HERE, will be coming back next semester. And I haven't seen her in 4 months and I was borderline beta bucks when we were together last (was only starting to get into red pill stuff and, now, pickup stuff).
Ok final list of things I'm working on during this program:
That's about it. Not sure if I missed anything, as I couldn't find the "before you post" link. Looking forward to meeting everyone here and finally diving head first into this journey
So I held off until the summer, and specifically until Monday (today), as it's the start of a new week. So, today I'll be starting the AA program once and for all. I'm sick and tired of trying lame approaches only to beat myself up for them not going perfectly and then calling it off.
For some background: I'm 21 years old, my body count is 13 (So, I haven't done too bad for myself considering my game has never been strong), I compete in bodybuilding, and I'm going into my last semester of college. I major in Health Sciences and minor in Religious Studies, I'm going to be interning at an eating disorder clinic this summer part-time.
I'm far from a social butterfly. I was in a fraternity for two years but dropped it Fall 2016 when I realized I was only kidding myself; I wasn't close with most of the brothers, I was having no fun being there, and the straw that broke the camel's back was living in the house, which was borderline unlive-able (room constantly infested with bugs, hot as hell, most toilets were broken, no soap in the house ever, putrid smell radiating from downstairs, and just generally terrible environment, and having no close friends there made it unbearable).
I have a limited amount of friends now, since 2 of my closest friends from last semester aren't going to be there next semester. Also, my ex, who I broke up with 3 months ago after she started studying abroad and I realized I was way too interested in sex and living my life NOW and HERE, will be coming back next semester. And I haven't seen her in 4 months and I was borderline beta bucks when we were together last (was only starting to get into red pill stuff and, now, pickup stuff).
Ok final list of things I'm working on during this program:
- READING (have had a huge list of self-improvement and classic books I've been dying to get to, but my semester was too busy to afford me much more than a few pages of leisurely reading over the weekends)
- Fat loss - I've been seriously lifting for the past 5 years, have competed in 2 bodybuilding shows and 3 powerlifting meets, and I study this stuff intensely, so I know by and large what it'll take to lose the 20 or so pounds I want to drop before next semester. The problem is my appetite is a MOTHER and I snack like it's my job. Going to keep this as simple as possible; I'll stick to "clean" paleo-type foods for health reasons, but my major focus is just going to be on calorie counting
That's about it. Not sure if I missed anything, as I couldn't find the "before you post" link. Looking forward to meeting everyone here and finally diving head first into this journey