Ashamed to say that I am almost a 30 year old virgin, no social life, no friends and working only a part time job.
From my high school years right up to my twenties I have always known as the quiet, shy good guy with no girls being interested in me and pretty much unfuckable due to the way I look (nerdy, glasses, asian), gonna be made worst cause am getting adult braces to fix my underbite and then getting jaw surgery .
When girls give me pretty obvious signals of attractions to talk to her, I have no idea what to do because I have always been indoorsy and inexperienced.
Although am constantly self improving (gym, adult braces, jaw surgery, going to get contact lenses and better fashion sense) and hoping my 30s will be my best years, I cannot stop being angry, bitter and depressed when I see guys that are a lot younger than me who have a lot more experience with girls.
The worst thing is, they will post their "conquests" on social media and it will make me so depressed.
I know its counter productive to think about the past and I channel that resentment and anger in the gym. But I still feel useless and depressed seeing these young good looking guys that are better than me in girls without having to work as hard me just to stand a chance.
Missing out on the whole hook up culture sucks and a part of me feels as if I will never make it.
How do I stop this anger, bitterness and depression phase even though I am trying and doing everything to max out to become the best version of myself?
From my high school years right up to my twenties I have always known as the quiet, shy good guy with no girls being interested in me and pretty much unfuckable due to the way I look (nerdy, glasses, asian), gonna be made worst cause am getting adult braces to fix my underbite and then getting jaw surgery .
When girls give me pretty obvious signals of attractions to talk to her, I have no idea what to do because I have always been indoorsy and inexperienced.
Although am constantly self improving (gym, adult braces, jaw surgery, going to get contact lenses and better fashion sense) and hoping my 30s will be my best years, I cannot stop being angry, bitter and depressed when I see guys that are a lot younger than me who have a lot more experience with girls.
The worst thing is, they will post their "conquests" on social media and it will make me so depressed.
I know its counter productive to think about the past and I channel that resentment and anger in the gym. But I still feel useless and depressed seeing these young good looking guys that are better than me in girls without having to work as hard me just to stand a chance.
Missing out on the whole hook up culture sucks and a part of me feels as if I will never make it.
How do I stop this anger, bitterness and depression phase even though I am trying and doing everything to max out to become the best version of myself?