Hey guys this is 90s baby and happy new year to all you guys and the respectable young men who are out there doing their thing . I've been a member for a while now and I stumbled into this site by accident actually.
The thing was with me I got laid 1 or twice a year and was a loner (just like Chris ) and had similar stories just like he did except I still have yet to reach my golden years.
Last time I was online was July 2015 I think and I was whining about my circumstances with women. Sometimes I just hat hearing people keep telling me I'm good looking and shouldn't be single all the time and it's true alot of the time I am.
So I don't like going out alot by myself and it's not because I feel uncomfortable being alone but it's because I don't like taking long trains back home by myself with a bunch of drunk people.Which can be quite lonely.
If I lived in an area near bars or even venues where their are alot of college girls my age it would be much easier as all I had to do was step out the house and I'm there but unfortunately their's not and Manhattan isn't where I live it's Brooklyn and some places I just don't wanna be at by myself late at night know what I mean. Also I personally dont think the girls in my area are attractive and I don't bother with the bars that are walking distance there.
So I try OK cupid and tinder since I've read it's easy bait .After relentlessly trying I manage to find a decent girl and she becomes my girlfriend for 7 months. She isn't that pretty but she's very young and she turns out to be an awesome human being. Everything seems perfect the thing is it wasn't, as this girl desperately wanted commitment and I still feel like something is missing in my life but it wasn't commitment.
Fast foward I become a teacher and start making money now. Not bad as I'm now in my late 20s.But I want other things which is to have experience my life on my terms. I have to feel like I can acquire beautiful quality women and also have meaningful relationships with someone that comes with unbelievable sex.
My ex while we did have many things in common I just had that feeling that I still want more in life.Still want to meet different types women and still wanna fuck interesting girls and this feeling of inadequacy will not leave me until I master the opposite sex.
The feeling of her trying to tie me down was just barring down on me.Marriage isn't even on my mind and she's telling me to do it or she'll leave. Mind you we never even leaved together and she hasn't met my parents.
The feeling of this awesome connection is gone and all I want to do is make money, try some mma and fuck other girls now. She catches on and she says the relationship is over. She waits for me to beg her not to go but I don't. She just wasn't for me .
Now one month later, I'm single again no valentine's date yet again and the feeling of loneliness returns mixed with the feeling of not really able to bring a girl home on my terms. So I check to see if their is anything new on Gll and their is so here I am again back on the forums.
Now I'm here with no available women that I feel I want. In my workplace I work with teachers but most are taken and older then me. While their are a few that flirt with me it's not what I would choose as I don't feel attracted to her.
I don't know what to do at this point in my life in terms of the women thing.My boi hit me up to go to some clubs but will I find anything meaningful I just dunno.I read Chris had a friend who was in multiple relationships. That's something I would like to try . But my consistency with women is terrible which is what I really what to work on.
The thing was with me I got laid 1 or twice a year and was a loner (just like Chris ) and had similar stories just like he did except I still have yet to reach my golden years.
Last time I was online was July 2015 I think and I was whining about my circumstances with women. Sometimes I just hat hearing people keep telling me I'm good looking and shouldn't be single all the time and it's true alot of the time I am.
So I don't like going out alot by myself and it's not because I feel uncomfortable being alone but it's because I don't like taking long trains back home by myself with a bunch of drunk people.Which can be quite lonely.
If I lived in an area near bars or even venues where their are alot of college girls my age it would be much easier as all I had to do was step out the house and I'm there but unfortunately their's not and Manhattan isn't where I live it's Brooklyn and some places I just don't wanna be at by myself late at night know what I mean. Also I personally dont think the girls in my area are attractive and I don't bother with the bars that are walking distance there.
So I try OK cupid and tinder since I've read it's easy bait .After relentlessly trying I manage to find a decent girl and she becomes my girlfriend for 7 months. She isn't that pretty but she's very young and she turns out to be an awesome human being. Everything seems perfect the thing is it wasn't, as this girl desperately wanted commitment and I still feel like something is missing in my life but it wasn't commitment.
Fast foward I become a teacher and start making money now. Not bad as I'm now in my late 20s.But I want other things which is to have experience my life on my terms. I have to feel like I can acquire beautiful quality women and also have meaningful relationships with someone that comes with unbelievable sex.
My ex while we did have many things in common I just had that feeling that I still want more in life.Still want to meet different types women and still wanna fuck interesting girls and this feeling of inadequacy will not leave me until I master the opposite sex.
The feeling of her trying to tie me down was just barring down on me.Marriage isn't even on my mind and she's telling me to do it or she'll leave. Mind you we never even leaved together and she hasn't met my parents.
The feeling of this awesome connection is gone and all I want to do is make money, try some mma and fuck other girls now. She catches on and she says the relationship is over. She waits for me to beg her not to go but I don't. She just wasn't for me .
Now one month later, I'm single again no valentine's date yet again and the feeling of loneliness returns mixed with the feeling of not really able to bring a girl home on my terms. So I check to see if their is anything new on Gll and their is so here I am again back on the forums.
Now I'm here with no available women that I feel I want. In my workplace I work with teachers but most are taken and older then me. While their are a few that flirt with me it's not what I would choose as I don't feel attracted to her.
I don't know what to do at this point in my life in terms of the women thing.My boi hit me up to go to some clubs but will I find anything meaningful I just dunno.I read Chris had a friend who was in multiple relationships. That's something I would like to try . But my consistency with women is terrible which is what I really what to work on.