So, i've been approaching some time now, malls, outside etc. In my city(30k ppl) there are not much hot girls in malls or outside, so this means few approaches per week. BoyToy, one of my inspirations was even older when he started with all this pickup thing and i really wanted to accomplish something similar. So i thought that i'd just go 110% in, no bullshit, no excuses. I should have listen Chris about starting out that young, he says it's not the best idea and i know now why.
What happened then??
I was at school, our lunch break started and there were almost 100-200 ppl in that room. I waited in line, so i could go and eat whatever there is to eat. I noticed a girl(8-9), definitely the hottest girl in our school. I thought that this is what i have to do, this is what is going to change my life forever, I NEED TO APPROACH THIS GIRL. Yea, i was dumb![:D]( ":D")
I approached her in front of the whole school, i totally fucked it up. I spoke quite loudly and i was really nervous, everyone were looking at us. SHE SHOT ME DOWN IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE SCHOOL. I was creepy and my social skills were so bad, i was so nervous. I had confidence to go there and try to pick her up, but i fucked it up and my social life is kinda ruined. Girls don't want to talk to me anymore, my classmates are mocking me etc.
I'M READY TO DO ANYTHING NOW, ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING TO FIX MY LIFE. I can't move out, but anything else is doable. I worked so hard to get that popularity i had, i was average guy in our high school. I chatted with girls, hanged out with cool guys etc. I worked hard to go from loner to quite popular. I just can't believe i fucked it all up... I really want to become someone, get girls, get popular etc. But now i have no idea what i should be doing...
And btw all this college stuff would not work for me, because there is no college after my school. Our school learning program is designed to give some education, but it's mainly for our speciality. Mine is car painter, i don't like this work at all, but i aint gonna quit, i'll finish my school and then do something else.
What happened then??
I was at school, our lunch break started and there were almost 100-200 ppl in that room. I waited in line, so i could go and eat whatever there is to eat. I noticed a girl(8-9), definitely the hottest girl in our school. I thought that this is what i have to do, this is what is going to change my life forever, I NEED TO APPROACH THIS GIRL. Yea, i was dumb
I approached her in front of the whole school, i totally fucked it up. I spoke quite loudly and i was really nervous, everyone were looking at us. SHE SHOT ME DOWN IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE SCHOOL. I was creepy and my social skills were so bad, i was so nervous. I had confidence to go there and try to pick her up, but i fucked it up and my social life is kinda ruined. Girls don't want to talk to me anymore, my classmates are mocking me etc.I'M READY TO DO ANYTHING NOW, ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING TO FIX MY LIFE. I can't move out, but anything else is doable. I worked so hard to get that popularity i had, i was average guy in our high school. I chatted with girls, hanged out with cool guys etc. I worked hard to go from loner to quite popular. I just can't believe i fucked it all up... I really want to become someone, get girls, get popular etc. But now i have no idea what i should be doing...
And btw all this college stuff would not work for me, because there is no college after my school. Our school learning program is designed to give some education, but it's mainly for our speciality. Mine is car painter, i don't like this work at all, but i aint gonna quit, i'll finish my school and then do something else.