What's good GLL community,
PoshYawdy here. I'm a 20 year student going to school for music performance in Illinois. I've actually been following GLL for about 2 years now and have definitely come along way.
I was a pretty reserved guy in high school, didn't have too many friends. Pretty much music,video games, and my left hand were my biggest companions. Not until I got to the end of my Junior year did I start to really get an idea of what I wanted to do in life and start to form an identity for myself. I looked like shit, so I got into lifting (which changed my life completely), and I started researching fashion (I used to just buy w/e and wear w/e. no personal thought went into what i wore). Once I got college, I made it my duty to start branching out of my introvertness and not only bring more people into my life, but more women into my life.
Mind you, I'm still a virgin at this point (and still currently a virgin), but I quickly got into the routine of going to parties and hooking up with girls. 9/10 it was a makeout and a twerk. There were only 2 occasion where I almost got laid, but dumb shit happened. The first one was in my control (Blew it because I was a pussy) and the 2nd one wasn't.
Anyways, I'm at a point now where I'm getting more women in my life. I'm going on more dates, and I try to ask girls out every once and a while. I think I'm a pretty good looking guy. No model, but I get some play sometimes... My main goal right now is just trying to lose my V card. I feel like I'm on a good track of building my confidence to talk to more girls, but when it comes to being aggressive and using sexual monologue, i'm really timid. I've created my okcupid and tinder accounts and I'm trying to get really serious about this thing. My problem is that i care way to much about what people think about me, which I think has been my biggest downfall when it comes to this. I just need to stop giving a fuck, which is why I'm here and why I'm using okcupid and tinder lol.
Please ask me anything. I'm an open book for the most part.
PoshYawdy here. I'm a 20 year student going to school for music performance in Illinois. I've actually been following GLL for about 2 years now and have definitely come along way.
I was a pretty reserved guy in high school, didn't have too many friends. Pretty much music,video games, and my left hand were my biggest companions. Not until I got to the end of my Junior year did I start to really get an idea of what I wanted to do in life and start to form an identity for myself. I looked like shit, so I got into lifting (which changed my life completely), and I started researching fashion (I used to just buy w/e and wear w/e. no personal thought went into what i wore). Once I got college, I made it my duty to start branching out of my introvertness and not only bring more people into my life, but more women into my life.
Mind you, I'm still a virgin at this point (and still currently a virgin), but I quickly got into the routine of going to parties and hooking up with girls. 9/10 it was a makeout and a twerk. There were only 2 occasion where I almost got laid, but dumb shit happened. The first one was in my control (Blew it because I was a pussy) and the 2nd one wasn't.
Anyways, I'm at a point now where I'm getting more women in my life. I'm going on more dates, and I try to ask girls out every once and a while. I think I'm a pretty good looking guy. No model, but I get some play sometimes... My main goal right now is just trying to lose my V card. I feel like I'm on a good track of building my confidence to talk to more girls, but when it comes to being aggressive and using sexual monologue, i'm really timid. I've created my okcupid and tinder accounts and I'm trying to get really serious about this thing. My problem is that i care way to much about what people think about me, which I think has been my biggest downfall when it comes to this. I just need to stop giving a fuck, which is why I'm here and why I'm using okcupid and tinder lol.
Please ask me anything. I'm an open book for the most part.