After giving it much thought, I've realized that the idea of actually fucking a lot of different women does not appeal to me. What appeals to me is this thought of getting the validation that comes with sleeping with a lot of different women. The sexual release and satisfaction is not what really appeals to me, what appeals to me is getting the validation from society, friends, other women, and many others for being that guy. I like it when I have a hot girl in my life and others are jealous of what I have accomplished.
I want others and society to think that I am a guy that gets laid a lot. I am in love with the validation aspect of it. At times, I've rejected hot girls from the past that were mean to me in brutal ways just to safeguard my ego and as a form of revenge.
I want hot girls to acknowledge me and for cool guys to be kind to me because that is not something I was rewarded in my school days. I want the respect that comes from being a guy that attractive women want. I don't actually want to sleep with hot girls, I want to hang out with a group of them.
I want to go out to bars with a lot of hot girls. I want to party with hot girls. I want my social media account to be flooded with pics of hot girls. I am not as interested in the sex itself.
I guess it goes back to my post about social hierarchies and such which was met with a lot of negative reception on here (and did a number on my karma).
How do I get THAT aspect of the game rather than just the sex itself which remains under the table?
I want others and society to think that I am a guy that gets laid a lot. I am in love with the validation aspect of it. At times, I've rejected hot girls from the past that were mean to me in brutal ways just to safeguard my ego and as a form of revenge.
I want hot girls to acknowledge me and for cool guys to be kind to me because that is not something I was rewarded in my school days. I want the respect that comes from being a guy that attractive women want. I don't actually want to sleep with hot girls, I want to hang out with a group of them.
I want to go out to bars with a lot of hot girls. I want to party with hot girls. I want my social media account to be flooded with pics of hot girls. I am not as interested in the sex itself.
I guess it goes back to my post about social hierarchies and such which was met with a lot of negative reception on here (and did a number on my karma).
How do I get THAT aspect of the game rather than just the sex itself which remains under the table?
