So in a couple of weeks or so, I would have ended some of the most miserable years of my life, also known as college. I will graduate as a kissless virgin due to a lot of things out of my control.
A part of me really wants to experience some of that life that has the hot girls, partying, and drinking. I did not get to enjoy that in college due to not being a part of the top 20%.
Another part of me worries about the future. Despite being a STEM student, I messed up and majored in Biology and due to the depression from not getting laid or having friends, my GPA is too low for med school or any professional school (it is in the 2s).
Parents who forced me into that major helped pay for college but by the time I realized that on its own, biology is a pretty useless major, it was too late.
I literally have no idea of what I want to do as a career and so much of my life in invested in getting laid and having a social life with the drinking and fun friends.
Moving back with my parents for a few months, maybe even a year, after graduation. If I go the career route, I feel like I miss out on girls and social life for good. If I go the other way, I have a crappy resume....
A part of me really wants to experience some of that life that has the hot girls, partying, and drinking. I did not get to enjoy that in college due to not being a part of the top 20%.
Another part of me worries about the future. Despite being a STEM student, I messed up and majored in Biology and due to the depression from not getting laid or having friends, my GPA is too low for med school or any professional school (it is in the 2s).
Parents who forced me into that major helped pay for college but by the time I realized that on its own, biology is a pretty useless major, it was too late.
I literally have no idea of what I want to do as a career and so much of my life in invested in getting laid and having a social life with the drinking and fun friends.
Moving back with my parents for a few months, maybe even a year, after graduation. If I go the career route, I feel like I miss out on girls and social life for good. If I go the other way, I have a crappy resume....