hi - by: Kleem

hi ... found goodlookingloser.com in youtube ... i m 25 years old virgin n havnt kissd a girl ... where shud i strt ... i had a crush on a cute girl when i was 18 yo ... she was my classmate ... so i wanted to talk to her know her a bit and make her my gf ... n so i approached n talked to her a bit bout classes n notes etc but then my mind went blank n i jus left ... the next day when i tried to approach her she rejected n so i felt embarrassed in front of my friends,,, and after that i fell into severe depression n whenever i approached a girl my mind wud go blank n then i quit trying n it got so worse that i felt uncomfortable in social situation too and also amoung my friends... i m usually silent and dont talk much thinking wat if i say something stupid n hurt them ... because every time i say something i always say something that hurt people n i dnt even know the reason ... i dont know wats wrong with me ... also people say i m boring n not funny cuz i turn funny conversation into a very serious one ... i dont know wat to say more .... but i m pretty much in bad shape ...
if any one here can help me or give me some suggestions ... it ll b really appreciated ...