Everywhere I go I keep seeing all of these hot girls who either are taken or reject or I fail to connect with even when I try the best I can to pick them up. I feel so powerless and yet pickup is supposed to be about feeling empowered confident and knowing that u are doing the "choosing." Yet, no matter what I do or how hard I try I never feel like I am doing the "choosing" because 90% of the time I fail. It really takes a heavy toll on my psyche every time I try flirting with a girl, every time I approach a girl who's a complete stranger, every time I am on a first date with someone, or even a second date with a girl, every time I am on a dating site like Tinder, every time I never hear from a girl again. Every single moment with pickup and dating is really taxing to me. It's so fucking exhausting! The even worse part of it is that I can't adapt to the psychological demands of all of this so well. FUCK!
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