U know, another thing that's been bothering me is that I've only been able to fuck two asians and two black girls and 3 out of the 4 of them were from a foreign country. It seems that no matter what I do I may never be able to fuck a white girl or latina whom I am attracted to, let alone an american. I know that the only two reasons these girls didn't mind fucking me is because asians and blacks just find white guys exotic and because of the fact that Asians and blacks are the most minor out of all of the minorities in the US, especially when they themselves are from a foreign country. It seems to me that it wouldn't matter what I looked like or how cool I was or how smart I am or who ever I am. I was never special to any of the girl I fucked. All I am is just another white guy to them. I don't know if any white girls or even any latinas, especially americanized ones (whom I am attracted to), who makeup the majority of the U.S. have ever really thought of me as hot or special or have ever really been interested in having sex with me. Maybe I'll never be good enough for anyone bc of who I am and that's another thing that truly saddens me.
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