My name is GREAT KHAN OF KHANS and I am beating approach anxiety in 5 weeks (Ala BAD IDEA BEAR). My game plan is to do AA drills 6-8 hours every day, 7 days a week. I literally took 5 weeks off from school for this, so there is no turning back. Literally the only reason I applied for 5 weeks of vacation is so I could do this.
I know Scotty beat AA in 3 weeks, so I know it's possible. I'm a student. I've been through some real shit in the past 1 year. I've had nights when I've driven home fighting back tears because I thought I was going to be a loser rest of my life due to my approach anxiety (true) . I've beaten myself up for days and weeks because I could have done something different that might have made a difference in approaching. AA is nothing. I've fucking crushed every obstacle I've ever dealt with, and this will be no exception. Fuck haters, fuck normal people. It is on ).
I will see ya'll on the other side.
I failed the first time due to commitment and inconsistent progressHowever, I will never stop trying to beat AA, no matter how many times I have to come back to this program. I made the DECISION a long time ago that I am going to learn to hit on girls during the day and make it a part of my lifestyle. I have never been a normal person and I'm not gonna start now, so let's do this shit.
Over the past year I've watched people who started the AA program at the same time as me (Bad Idea bear/ Kill the inner loser Rousseau/Hunk) blast their goals right in the ass. I've seen people on this forum go through the whole process and come out successful, so I know I can do the same. It is on.
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Day 1-3 complete. I signed the petition and vow my full pledge and allegiance to ultimate social freedom once and for all
Why I did not succeed my 1st attempt
- I raced through the drills, I didnt measure if i felt good with the drill, i just tried getting it over with, and sooner or later i hit week 5 drills where i would fail constantly id be to scared to leave the house make excuses .
- didnt make progress EVERY SINGLE DAY, i would wake up late and say oh ill do it tomorrow for sure (never ended up happening , killed momentum and i got use to being comfortable in my apartment watching tv/youtube)
- I did not evualate drills after i complete them whether i felt good or not, i need to work on this im not even sure how im suppose to feel sometimes if the drill is hard and i complete it , it feels like a shock so I have to find a solution to this
- I relied on kratom aroma to much., i would get paranoid if i didnt have kratom aroma, i would never do drills without the aroma and this obviosly fucked me up with meal timings etc sometimes not eating til 4pm but lack of disciplines made me eat fast food
- After honeymoon period where the thoughts are "Why the fuck im i doing this weird shit outside listening to creepy chris gll audios!" .. i fell to that feeling and would return home and say , maybe tomorow ill feel better instead of battleing it out
What I am doing differently this time
- If i plan to spend 6 hours out, i wont plan which days to complete but instead my actualy progress like it should be, I want to make going out doing drills just as use to sleeping
- I will go out and make progress every single day, I am building discipline, I have free time, there is no reason not to
- I am evauluating the drills after each one to see how i feel, if i repeat the punisher drills (whats for lunch, whos ur daddy, banana phone) .. Then the rest shall be easy
- I am doing drills WITH and WITHOUT kratom burn! this is huge! now i can eat and do drills right after!
- Survive the post honeymoon period afterwards with a Chris GLL voice ( If ur into this far into audio then U arent normal, so EXECUTE dont think)
I know Scotty beat AA in 3 weeks, so I know it's possible. I'm a student. I've been through some real shit in the past 1 year. I've had nights when I've driven home fighting back tears because I thought I was going to be a loser rest of my life due to my approach anxiety (true) . I've beaten myself up for days and weeks because I could have done something different that might have made a difference in approaching. AA is nothing. I've fucking crushed every obstacle I've ever dealt with, and this will be no exception. Fuck haters, fuck normal people. It is on ).
I will see ya'll on the other side.
I failed the first time due to commitment and inconsistent progressHowever, I will never stop trying to beat AA, no matter how many times I have to come back to this program. I made the DECISION a long time ago that I am going to learn to hit on girls during the day and make it a part of my lifestyle. I have never been a normal person and I'm not gonna start now, so let's do this shit.
Over the past year I've watched people who started the AA program at the same time as me (Bad Idea bear/ Kill the inner loser Rousseau/Hunk) blast their goals right in the ass. I've seen people on this forum go through the whole process and come out successful, so I know I can do the same. It is on.
Online profile set up
Day 1-3 complete. I signed the petition and vow my full pledge and allegiance to ultimate social freedom once and for all
Why I did not succeed my 1st attempt
- I raced through the drills, I didnt measure if i felt good with the drill, i just tried getting it over with, and sooner or later i hit week 5 drills where i would fail constantly id be to scared to leave the house make excuses .
- didnt make progress EVERY SINGLE DAY, i would wake up late and say oh ill do it tomorrow for sure (never ended up happening , killed momentum and i got use to being comfortable in my apartment watching tv/youtube)
- I did not evualate drills after i complete them whether i felt good or not, i need to work on this im not even sure how im suppose to feel sometimes if the drill is hard and i complete it , it feels like a shock so I have to find a solution to this
- I relied on kratom aroma to much., i would get paranoid if i didnt have kratom aroma, i would never do drills without the aroma and this obviosly fucked me up with meal timings etc sometimes not eating til 4pm but lack of disciplines made me eat fast food
- After honeymoon period where the thoughts are "Why the fuck im i doing this weird shit outside listening to creepy chris gll audios!" .. i fell to that feeling and would return home and say , maybe tomorow ill feel better instead of battleing it out
What I am doing differently this time
- If i plan to spend 6 hours out, i wont plan which days to complete but instead my actualy progress like it should be, I want to make going out doing drills just as use to sleeping
- I will go out and make progress every single day, I am building discipline, I have free time, there is no reason not to
- I am evauluating the drills after each one to see how i feel, if i repeat the punisher drills (whats for lunch, whos ur daddy, banana phone) .. Then the rest shall be easy
- I am doing drills WITH and WITHOUT kratom burn! this is huge! now i can eat and do drills right after!
- Survive the post honeymoon period afterwards with a Chris GLL voice ( If ur into this far into audio then U arent normal, so EXECUTE dont think)