Just signed the petition and am creating the beginning of my AA journal. I think it is important to mention why I am in the program again, not just for reference to the reader, but for myself when I look back on this thread days, weeks, months later.
Summary: Been in game for most of this past decade and a good part of my 20's. Never really made real progress or results except 1) Being familiar with approaching (not a big deal) 2) Losing Virginity 3) Being sexually involved with just shy of 10 women. I could always approach and still do regularly by myself if I see something I find attractive. HOWEVER I do not approach if looks intimidating i.e. she's with her friends or a dood, she's a stunner, she looks out of my league. I've become a little jaded from all my rejections where I see a pattern on the type of girls that approach me, those I feel intimidated by or deep down I don't believe I'm on her level or "cool" enough for her. So these days I approach what I feel I'm "cool" enough or easy context (walking by herself and where nobody will likely notice).
So I'm here to do the AA program cause while I have a ton of insecurity issues (short, bald, older) I think just having AA prevents me from being as aggressive as I'd like to be on girls I approach, approaching in intimidating dynamics, and approaching the hot girls I really want to bang.
Here is to my first of many posts to come.
Summary: Been in game for most of this past decade and a good part of my 20's. Never really made real progress or results except 1) Being familiar with approaching (not a big deal) 2) Losing Virginity 3) Being sexually involved with just shy of 10 women. I could always approach and still do regularly by myself if I see something I find attractive. HOWEVER I do not approach if looks intimidating i.e. she's with her friends or a dood, she's a stunner, she looks out of my league. I've become a little jaded from all my rejections where I see a pattern on the type of girls that approach me, those I feel intimidated by or deep down I don't believe I'm on her level or "cool" enough for her. So these days I approach what I feel I'm "cool" enough or easy context (walking by herself and where nobody will likely notice).
So I'm here to do the AA program cause while I have a ton of insecurity issues (short, bald, older) I think just having AA prevents me from being as aggressive as I'd like to be on girls I approach, approaching in intimidating dynamics, and approaching the hot girls I really want to bang.
Here is to my first of many posts to come.